Dear Dad

My Dad passed away on May 18th due to complications from an E-coli infection. You always think you have time. Then it’s suddenly too late and you’re left with the wish that you had taken the time… At least I had talked to him on Mother’s day.

It’s still hard to believe it. It will take some time before it sinks in and feels real.
It’s ironic that fear of covid taking my parents was finally past after inoculation.
He was a good man, who busted his butt for us 8 kids, working two jobs sometimes to make ends meet. We didn’t always see eye to eye but hard feelings were rare and he loved all of us very much. I can’t fathom what my mother is feeling after 57 years of marriage.

So maybe tomorrow….

I’ve been down and I’m wondering why
These little black clouds keep walking around
With me
With me
It wastes time and I’d rather be high
Think I’ll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile
But be free
They’re all free

So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home

I look around at a beautiful life
I’ve been the upper side of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe
We breathe

I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All me

So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I’ll find my way home

Sleeping my life away….

I’m thinking about returning to daily posting.
I suppose it’s my one new years resolution to get back on social media,
without getting addicted to all day online activity. As a disabled veteran its
easy to do. Currently though I’m wasting time sleeping too much.
12 to 16 hours a day is practically depression levels.
I’m not depressed just basically totally unmotivated by anything lately.
I feel it’s time to give myself a good swift kick to my butt to boot myself along.
Eventually and probably soon my bipolar will swap me over to the sleep deprived
manic instead. It’s that side, that upswing that needs discipline and focus on limits.
I hope 2021 is a great new year and it would for sure take a heck of a lot of
bad surprises to be a worse year.

Belated Holliday wishes wishes for you all. Hoping you all have a great new year!


Damien Rice – The Blower’s Daughter (Official Video Version 2)

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The pupil in denial

I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind
My mind… my mind

‘Til I find somebody new

Dedicated to “The One” (and you know who you are).

The heart coherent state.

I faintly remembered that the heart’s energies create an electromagnetic torus shape, after having stated in my last post that the Merkabah shape in the energies of the globes of the Sun, and planets was echoed in the shape of energies surrounding the body, and I wanted to try to recollect where I’d heard those two ideas. I ran into this video in the process of trying to get my brain to dig in and eventually cough up a memory or two, to help me reinforce the knowledge I’d had held at some point in my life before getting older and slower in the old brain pan. I at least like to think I had better retention and recall once upon a time..
Evidently not only does the heart have a sort of it’s own Brian tissues, it’s able to see ahead in time and a few other very awesome abilities we aren’t commonly aware of like the heart coherent state. Worth the watch.

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Ben Davidson semi gloating about being right about climate change well ahead of the pack.

He's got the right, although I find him to be obsessive about it. In a field like science where most are fearful of being proven wrong, he's unafraid and well ahead of his peers, but do you have to say "Told you so every damn day?  Gee's dude, were getting the picture. Seriously though mainstream Climate Science has an agenda to make the government happy.
Climate Science Collapses | Top Journal Ices the Cake

In the big picture it’s not about getting warmer or more likely colder. To me it’s about change in intensity in both directions. Were not going to be alive long enough to see which way it goes in the long term. In our lifetimes we will see it swing up and down, and storms will continue to intensify.
We need to see preparations for that, not a bunch of studies to try and map the long term results of the global weather. As for solar oriented storms, everything should have been built to withstand EMP as well as possible from the early days of the technology. Were eventually going to see solar oriented issues intense enough to destroy electronics, be it a micro nova or electromagnetic plasma storms due to galactic triggers like the sheet.
Were going to see everything “fly by wire” come down during an event strong enough to throw electromagnetics into a frenzy and that doesn’t mean a huge disaster has to happen. Events like the Carrington Event,
(The September 1859 geomagnetic storm (also known as the Carrington Event) was a powerful geomagnetic storm during solar cycle 10 (1855–1867). A solar coronal mass ejection (CME) hit Earth’s magnetosphere and induced the largest geomagnetic storm on record on September 1–2, 1859. )
are fairly common in the big picture, so why not prepare as well as possible in our reliance on our devices? Well it’s because to few common people understand how likely every lifetime will see something similar. As we loose our electromagnetic shield, and as we get hit by solar events triggered by things like the galactic energy sheet that we are now starting to move into, we will see our dependence on electronics to be the greatest weakness the human race ever fell into. Even if its a relatively small event, it will cause at least some satellites to fail. Some of these nuclear powered monsters like Hubble have enough radio active material to sterilize the whole planet if it comes down. As the older nuclear satellites end their service, they fly them out far enough to keep them from falling down.
The possibility of one or two satellite accidents has always always bothered me from the time I learned what a bunch of plutonium spread through a burnup in lower space / higher atmosphere could do. We could accidently nuke the planet as bad as a small nuclear war pretty easily. The history of electronics malfunctioning should be the first thing in mind as they were put up there in our quest to understand science and the universe through space. The thought of “best priced electronics” in government financial thinking scares the hell out of me.

Climate Change <– playlist for those who want to be fully informed about the truth, instead of what the government wants you to think.

Suspicious0bservers “New” Nova Trigger, Solar Storm Continues, Electroquakes | S0 News Sep.28.2020

“New” Nova Trigger, Solar Storm Continues, Electroquakes

“A transient accretion high state.” When we do get hit by something be it a micro-nova, a plasma storm, or CME, it will be no different for satellites and all other EMP sensitive gadgetry.

As for todays weather here… It’s bloody cold but that’s fall in the Rockies.
These cold snaps are painful for my arthritic damaged spinal disks issues.
While I’m happy to reduce my pain meds as far as possible in warm weather, the government’s push to lower opiate addiction has my Dr loosing sight of the original goal….relief.

Early riser?

I got up at 5am for the first time in months to post the morning’s

“space weather” to find my internet connection down. Typically my luck.

So I got the WordPress app on my phone to post this update. I am using mobile data for the first time since I got this mobile phone, but as it is expensive on my current plan, I’ll keep it short for now because I’m not sure how much I’m using yet.

Funny that it wasn’t until the very end of the winds that the network went down. Wouldn’t surprise me to find out it was knocked out by the cleanup effort. Probably having to restring poles. It’s supposed to be back up in about four hours.